iChef Journal [11.16.2001 Friday] I really didn't feel like hanging out tonite after fellowship. I don't know what's up with me, but my stomach was feeling funny, and also I just felt like a loner. I don't know. Reminded me a lot of freshman and sophomore year, but different in that I chose to be alone. Sometimes, I just get really quiet, and it's just not me to be sociable. Tonight reminded me of those nights when I lived on campus at UCSD. I'd be frustrated with something and I'd lace up my runners and just go running. I really liked running in the pouring rain. Sounds kind of lame, but there was something about getting out my frustration in running, especially in storm conditions. Really helped me to just let go and burn up a lot of frustration. I didn't run tonite. But journaled in my book, and was able to talk to Albert a bit. It was good to talk to him. Man, hope it rains sometime soon. ___________________________________________ | previous | journal (i need a good name) | next |