iChef Journal [8.20.2001 Monday] I talked with Avery today. He called. Yeah, I don't really call him, so yeah, I need to work on that. But i appreciate that He tries to keep up with me even though I kind of suck. We were able to chat about stuff. Ida know, the same old: how we're doing, and what we're up to. We ended up talking about money and job stuff. My plans and stuff. Well, i'm not too sure about my plans. I'm going to work down here, and finish my last class. I'm not living off much but i have enough to eat, sleep, and be sheltered. I don't want to go into the details of my budget, cause i think it's just another way to make myself feel sorry about myself. And i'm not. Yeah, I'd like to have a great art-related job, and I'd love to have no loans resting on my shoulder, and I'd love to have extra cash to buy stuff and go out all the time, but I don't, but it's okay. I'm lucky to have been able to go to school. To have friends and to learn and grow and to have the opportunity to develop and change (character stuff). Don't get me wrong, sometimes it kind of hurts. Like, i wish for a couple more bucks, but i guess it's all just getting a grip on my wants and my real needs. Thats what i have been learning about. Real needs. ___________________________________________ | previous | journal (i need a good name) | next |